A look at me

Sometimes this crazy thing happens in my life where I get stuck on old memories. In all honesty it's not even stuck on memories as much as it is past relationships.
Even though it was almost three years ago it feels like it was just yesterday sometimes. Seriously it's so rediculous or maybe I'm so ridiculous that I feel like one of those poets whose had their heart ripped straight out of their very breakable body.
Really though, lonely is a sad little messed up word especially when you're surrounded by people. I just want to be over it. Maybe I never will be.