I just want it.

no specific reason why.

Weighing the pros and cons I realize how

bad it would be for me.

but that doesn't change my feelings.

Why do humans buy random things they don't need?

Why do girls always want the boy that treats them

like they are worthless?

What is the underlying reason for self destructive

habits like drinking and driving or smoking?

Most people would say it's because that person

subconsciously hates their life.

I don't believe I dislike my life. In fact most times I

rather enjoy it. So why is it that I yearn for this temptation,

why do I desire this poison, this thing that will surely hurt me?

Does anyone know? Is this another unanswered question?