could have been awesome

Have you ever had the chance to do something awesome?

say for instance, go to Africa.

or maybe its something smaller like getting an awesome job that you've always wanted.

or it could be a small thing thats awesome like distributing christmas cards, or moving in with an awesome friend
You get all excited about that 'awesome' thing.

You read up on Africa and get all your traveling stuff ready or buy an outfit for the first day of work.
You get all the card making stuff ready, or pack up all the things you own.

Its just a natural human thing to do. We prepare for what's to come. We do things like, get our hopes up. We expect things. We trust that things will happen in a succession that makes sense against our current circumstance. But then somethings happens.
[ isn't that always the way it goes? Some thing has to happen ]

Suddenly your trip plans are cancelled and Africa was only a dream.
The job was given to you by mistake, there was actually a better candidate.
Your awesome friend found a different room mate, sorry!
and you just happened to discover during card making that you have NO creativity or artsy talent.


Well sorry, but I mean, It could have been awesome. At least you can hold onto that.