Today I looked at something I had to do and I said to myself- Why, why must I do this?

It seems like that has been happening a lot. Looking at school work having no motivation or being asked to hang out and just being to lazy to leave my room.

I'm realizing the more I get past the initial, "I don't want to do this" things really turn around. Meeting new people turns out not to be kind of fun and really that homework didn't take to long (and SURPRISE) sometimes I learn things.

I think that may be the way it is with a lot of things in life. You walk into school thinking, "Dang, I don't want to spend 11 years of my life doing this." Then at the end you'll look back and realize that those experiences are what help you grow into well.. what you are.

So no matter what your facing (the end of relationships, working lots of hours, relatives, summer school) you have to realize going into it, that when you come out you're going to be stronger.